It has been my experience that there are times in my creative life when it has been
useful not to show my creative work to anyone - not just useful, indispensable! Absolutely vital! During that time, it was very necessary not to compromise or be swayed by others' potential requests or pressures - as well as those of my own mental agenda.
It can be difficult for some artists not to share/show their work, at least with a few close friends. But at critical times, it allows us to create a safe, protected space where the inner-child - the inner-artist - can go deep and explore mysterious realms that were never explored before. This is
not the time to take
risks of externalization. It is a time to be
nurturing and truly free to "work" and
express for ourselves only.
This very
special, and
often scary time, is needed in order to disintegrate and
dismantle the old ways that are becoming stale; then, in parallel, or at a later stage of this process, we will be able to recharge and renew in a deep and genuine way. A good
archetype for this transformation is the "
Tower"- the XVI card in the tarot.
When we come out of that phase, like after a long winter, we will be ready for the new Spring. We will be a different artist, a
more genuine one again - more vulnerable perhaps, but much richer for it:
creating from our deepest truth at last.